There are days that I look in the mirror and am like... I have everything I wanted thus far, so why am I not happy? I love my kids, all three of them. I love my Husband. I love my family, sis, parents, in laws, grandparents, extend friend family...We have a beautiful home with great neighbors, college educations, flexable family businesses, then of course there is all the stuff... We r all healthy. What the hell? Maybe lack of energry, sleep, time truly for me. I did not brush my hair yet and it is almost 5pm. Just one of those days I guess.
Or maybe it is the stress of potty training a very willfull child is wearing me down. I should be elated AV pooped on the potty for the first time today but right brfore he pee'd all over the living room floor and 20 mins after he pee'd all over his bed during resting time. We haven't worn diapers now for two days at all. I am cleaning all the time after accidents. I am tired.
There is so much preasure on mothers today. Prefection is expected in all facets of our lives and we must look good doing it all.
Listening to my babies giggle and watching them play pulls me out and I just suppress it all to join in the fun.
